i'm deleting this post.
it makes me mad.
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Concerning my resolutions:
1. Keep smiling// somewhat fail
2. Go running at least twice a week// doing okay
3. Go out to manhattan one night a week and spend no more than 10$// a necessity
4. Keep the same hair color for as long as possible =p// getting there!
5. Produce the best work possible.// not much opportunity
6. Learn martial arts// not yet!
7. Don't spend as much time on campus as usual.// definitely keeping up with this one
1. everytime people see me, they say I look so serious. That's just my blank face.
2. I was doing this actually 3-4 times a week until I got sick, now I'm at once a week =[
3. I'm interning in Manhattan, so keeping it cheap is a necessity.
4. My hair's been dark brownish-black for a little over a month now! Success!
5. I haven't gotten many big assignments
6. No time!
7. When I am home, I'm relaxing. Life is too busy!
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So much is going on these days! But Halloween provides an opportunity to let go a little. =]
1. Keep smiling// somewhat fail
2. Go running at least twice a week// doing okay
3. Go out to manhattan one night a week and spend no more than 10$// a necessity
4. Keep the same hair color for as long as possible =p// getting there!
5. Produce the best work possible.// not much opportunity
6. Learn martial arts// not yet!
7. Don't spend as much time on campus as usual.// definitely keeping up with this one
1. everytime people see me, they say I look so serious. That's just my blank face.
2. I was doing this actually 3-4 times a week until I got sick, now I'm at once a week =[
3. I'm interning in Manhattan, so keeping it cheap is a necessity.
4. My hair's been dark brownish-black for a little over a month now! Success!
5. I haven't gotten many big assignments
6. No time!
7. When I am home, I'm relaxing. Life is too busy!
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So much is going on these days! But Halloween provides an opportunity to let go a little. =]
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Resolutions
A new semester is vastly approaching. I'm about to move into a new place. I want to bring good energy and positivity into my new place of living, and I want to start the new school year on a positive note.
I saw a wonderful frosted mini wheats commercial today, in which the little animated cereal guys were counting down as if it were a New Year's celebration rather than back to school. They were talking about resolutions. I think that's adorable!
My new semester resolutions:
1. Keep smiling
2. Go running at least twice a week
3. Go out to manhattan one night a week and spend no more than 10$
4. Keep the same hair color for as long as possible =p
5. Produce the best work possible.
6. Learn martial arts
7. Don't spend as much time on campus as usual.
I feel like these are all very necessary changes/enhancements to my life right now.
I bought paint for my new place, its a medium oatmeal color called "Wooden Peg".
ALSO just bought a pair of boots from yesstyle.com, on sale! AND I had a coupon code...AND no taxes were charged!!! LIFE IS GOOD <3
my room WILL match these. =]
I saw a wonderful frosted mini wheats commercial today, in which the little animated cereal guys were counting down as if it were a New Year's celebration rather than back to school. They were talking about resolutions. I think that's adorable!
My new semester resolutions:
1. Keep smiling
2. Go running at least twice a week
3. Go out to manhattan one night a week and spend no more than 10$
4. Keep the same hair color for as long as possible =p
5. Produce the best work possible.
6. Learn martial arts
7. Don't spend as much time on campus as usual.
I feel like these are all very necessary changes/enhancements to my life right now.
I bought paint for my new place, its a medium oatmeal color called "Wooden Peg".
ALSO just bought a pair of boots from yesstyle.com, on sale! AND I had a coupon code...AND no taxes were charged!!! LIFE IS GOOD <3
my room WILL match these. =]
Monday, July 19, 2010
makes me wish i were a different major
http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/health/salad-spinner-centrifuge-a-cheap-ingenious-health-care-tool-2019637/
the girls in this article have done something incredible. if you find yourself randomly on my blog, take a second to read what i've linked to.
Lila Kerr and Lauren Theis , students at Rice University, have developed an invaluable tool for the world of health care. Using a simple salad spinner that most of us may have in our own kitchens, they've created a tool that utilizes centrifugal force to separate red blood cells and plasma from blood samples in about 20 minutes.
The invention requires no electricity and is relatively cheap to manufacture. It can process 30 blood samples at a time.
This device is especially essential to testing for anemia in patients of the third world. Anemia is one of the first diseases most doctors look for when diagnosing heavy medical issues within a patient. I get a full blood scan basically every six months, and anemia is always on the list.
Anemia often appears along with other more serious conditions such as HIV/AIDS, or other autoimmune disorders. Anemia results in lack of oxygen to vital organs and can do more damage when occurring next to other conditions. SO yes. I've also noticed that anemia is quite common among female patients...
imagine the impact this new device can have for the less fortunate peoples? Instead of having to send out blood samples to far away locations and losing valuable diagnosis time, the tests can be performed quickly, and in almost any situation.
I don't know about the rest of the random people that may read this, but I'm excited.
Also excited that the girls (GIRLS!) who invented this were my age when they built it.
the girls in this article have done something incredible. if you find yourself randomly on my blog, take a second to read what i've linked to.
Lila Kerr and Lauren Theis , students at Rice University, have developed an invaluable tool for the world of health care. Using a simple salad spinner that most of us may have in our own kitchens, they've created a tool that utilizes centrifugal force to separate red blood cells and plasma from blood samples in about 20 minutes.
The invention requires no electricity and is relatively cheap to manufacture. It can process 30 blood samples at a time.
This device is especially essential to testing for anemia in patients of the third world. Anemia is one of the first diseases most doctors look for when diagnosing heavy medical issues within a patient. I get a full blood scan basically every six months, and anemia is always on the list.
Anemia often appears along with other more serious conditions such as HIV/AIDS, or other autoimmune disorders. Anemia results in lack of oxygen to vital organs and can do more damage when occurring next to other conditions. SO yes. I've also noticed that anemia is quite common among female patients...
imagine the impact this new device can have for the less fortunate peoples? Instead of having to send out blood samples to far away locations and losing valuable diagnosis time, the tests can be performed quickly, and in almost any situation.
I don't know about the rest of the random people that may read this, but I'm excited.
Also excited that the girls (GIRLS!) who invented this were my age when they built it.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
labios compartidos
i've noticed that i don't like the way things are going around here.
i'm so back and forth on what i want that i'm not even sure i should be thinking about anything these days.
15 more days of working summer job number 2
26 days until 2nd year RA training
46 days until orientation at MTV internship
47 days until first day of my third year at college. @.@
I'm guessing I'll need to quit my office job or else I'll work myself to death once school starts.
how many days until I just don't care about you anymore. UGHHHHHHHH I would be fine if my subconscious didn't throw so many dreams at me. I was fine and looking into other options until last night threw me for a loop. I wake up thinking that that actually happened and then I realize that I'm here by myself.
Why does this keep happening? Why can't I just get out of bed and get over you? I don't understand.
I was discarded like a piece of trash, without a second thought. I've been placated, appeased, and lead on only to realize that its not worth the pain and stress I go through to hold on to you. Why did I believe your lies? You didn't have to lie to me at all. What you promised me was not what I was after in the beginning. So why am I sitting here, wondering about what you really wanted, when its been two months since we kissed for the last time? Why am I going on and on like some stupid emotional idiot. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.
i'm so back and forth on what i want that i'm not even sure i should be thinking about anything these days.
15 more days of working summer job number 2
26 days until 2nd year RA training
46 days until orientation at MTV internship
47 days until first day of my third year at college. @.@
I'm guessing I'll need to quit my office job or else I'll work myself to death once school starts.
how many days until I just don't care about you anymore. UGHHHHHHHH I would be fine if my subconscious didn't throw so many dreams at me. I was fine and looking into other options until last night threw me for a loop. I wake up thinking that that actually happened and then I realize that I'm here by myself.
Why does this keep happening? Why can't I just get out of bed and get over you? I don't understand.
I was discarded like a piece of trash, without a second thought. I've been placated, appeased, and lead on only to realize that its not worth the pain and stress I go through to hold on to you. Why did I believe your lies? You didn't have to lie to me at all. What you promised me was not what I was after in the beginning. So why am I sitting here, wondering about what you really wanted, when its been two months since we kissed for the last time? Why am I going on and on like some stupid emotional idiot. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.
Friday, June 25, 2010
SUNNY PERIODS.
Daily Forecast from Ashley Fontones on Vimeo.
So um. This was done for an excersize in my flash animation class. "Things to do or make in Jail."
Getting away from the World
A popular thing for me to do it seems is "run away". Maybe its because how I was raised, packing up and moving away every time things got rough. Never fighting to get things right. Always a new start.
I'm not used to having to fight for something. I usually say "Okay well I tried. Now I'll try something new." And so because of this, I seem to have acquired a lack of commitment and stability in my life. I suppose my new goal is to change this aspect of myself.
I was told to stand up for myself more.
How long can I stay committed to feeling a certain way? It's something of a challenge.
No sketches to post, only a few thoughts and requests of the world:
*Namie Amuro has had plastic surgery, this makes me very sad.
*Shakira dyed her hair blond to try and cross over into the American market.
*The internet is too demanding. Why should you care what I'm doing? why do you need to know when I eat, shower, or go to work? Girls are murdered in that way.
*I believe that the US has a good shot when the round of 16 starts tomorrow.
a request: please love the way you look naturally. maybe if the someone you want to love you doesn't, someone else always will.
When it comes to love, what everyone says matters not, what matters is what you're feeling at that very moment. So can I just use this as an opportunity to say that I still love you?
bendiçion mi gente. <3
I'm not used to having to fight for something. I usually say "Okay well I tried. Now I'll try something new." And so because of this, I seem to have acquired a lack of commitment and stability in my life. I suppose my new goal is to change this aspect of myself.
I was told to stand up for myself more.
How long can I stay committed to feeling a certain way? It's something of a challenge.
No sketches to post, only a few thoughts and requests of the world:
*Namie Amuro has had plastic surgery, this makes me very sad.
*Shakira dyed her hair blond to try and cross over into the American market.
*The internet is too demanding. Why should you care what I'm doing? why do you need to know when I eat, shower, or go to work? Girls are murdered in that way.
*I believe that the US has a good shot when the round of 16 starts tomorrow.
a request: please love the way you look naturally. maybe if the someone you want to love you doesn't, someone else always will.
When it comes to love, what everyone says matters not, what matters is what you're feeling at that very moment. So can I just use this as an opportunity to say that I still love you?
bendiçion mi gente. <3
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